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Touching song. 'Nuff said.


And it came to me then that every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself
That I’ve already taken too much today
As each descending peak on the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
And I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose
Than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself

‘Cause there’s no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes ‘round and everyone lift their heads
But I’m thinking of what Sarah said
That love is watching someone die

So who’s gonna watch you die? So whos gonna watch you die

I got my love back! Hahahahahaha!

STICKING TONGUE OUT AS A GREETING CAME BEFORE TONGUE PIERCING.
TONGUE PIERCING CAME AFTER STICKING TONGUE OUT AS A GREETING.

TONGUE PIERCING WAS OBTAINED BECAUSE I HAD THE HABIT OF STICKING TONGUE OUT IN PICTURES AND WHEN GREETING PEOPLE. WHICH LED A FRIEND TO SUGGEST I GET ONE. SO I DID.

I'M NOT STICKING OUT MY TONGUE EVERYTIME I SEE YOU TO SHOW OFF TONGUE PIERCING. I STICK MY TONGUE IT CAUSE IT'S MY FUCKING HABIT.

HOLY FRICKING HELL DUDES.

All I wanna do is
And a, take your monnayy

Paper Planes, by M.I.A., from the Slumdog Millionaire soundtrack!


I could try to be funny in this post, but I'm not in the mood for funny. I'm in the mood for retrospective and THEREFORE boring inna way. Whatever.


I'm sad today.
But not the kind of sad that screams "oh my shit I'm emo someone save me, I'm gonna break down and crai my heart out and slit my neck because nobody loves me blah blah blah" kind of sad.

It's the kind of sad where you feel this sort of.. weight inside you but you don't really know if it's good or bad. Y'know, that kind where you don't really need a reason to do anything, or you don't really want to do anything, because all you want to do is just sit down and think, and look back on everything that's happened and everything you've done and achieved and everything you've chosen and how much you've changed.

And wow. That's really the one word that sums up everything.

Wow.

I just woke up with a hangover after throwing one of the most epic parties I've ever had. Not cause there was loud epic music and fun activities or shit like that, epic because I had all my friends there. The one day I was surrounded by everyone I loved and I knew loved me. It's one of the best feelings when you can do whatever the heck you want and you know you won't be judged or weighed or whatever. And today it's over. It's like that feeling you get when you've just experienced nirvana and now you're down back to earth, but.. I dunno, it's not really sorrow or sadness or the like.

I'm living in a house with my dad, and everywhere I look I see this certain radiating glow. (I mean, except for the construction site because like zrsrsly you can't make sand and dust and rocks glow) It's been epic weightlifting, I mean, I just go home and I'm happy. I'm immediately happy. Because there isn't any tension, there isn't any waiting for the next thing to blow, there isn't anything. It's nice and peaceful and and you know!

Y'know I used to think I'd never really achieve anything in life. I'd just be some laid black slacker shit who'd watch the world fly by while I sit there just stoning into space waiting for life to pass. But wow now that I think about it.. I've actually DONE stuff. I actually did weird shit that I never thought I'd do, gotten awards I thought I'd never deserved. I'm actually not as pathetic as I used to think I was D: Wao.

And I never thought I'd ever EVER go to a party. I mean sheesh, look at me. I'm a social misfit. LIKE SRZLY. Sec 1, how many people could I call friends? Sheeeeesh to go through a YEAR and not even know the CLASS. That's just epic. And to not even dare to talk to people in public, to walk around shuffling my feet and staring at the ground. It's fun looking back at who you were and wondering why you didn't choose to be who you are now. It's really... Breath-taking.

And you know what? I'm going to stay that way this time. No more counting the number of reasons why I should be sad. I mean heck, why even bother?

Hmm. I guess I'm not really sad. But I'm not happy either. What am I then?


Content. That's the word. Content.

[Save for the girlfriendless part =P but ohwell! With my weirdness and shit. Mm. QUE SERA SERA!]

Taken from a friend's blog:

There are 3 kinds of people in the world.

The first type never gets up after they fall over.
The second gets up and continues, more cautious.
The third smiles, then gets up and continues running like nothing ever happened.

I'm gonna be the third. Just you wait and see world, just you wait and see.

School's been fun.

I've been strange and weird, as always. I think that part's never going to change.

I don't feel like typing anymore =)

I'M COMPLETE. BEAT THAT.

Too many things happening in the instance of a week. Hah.

I don't even know where to start.

So I won't bother starting and get back to studying.

=)

Ahh yeah, that close to EOYs. Still beats RGS sec 4s though, they've got EOYS in August, hah.

Anyway, I just ran out of ideas to blog about. This will pretty much soon be a platform for me to post essays that I'll write in my free time (that is, if I ever do have free time and if I ever do get off my lazy ass to write 'em)

Oh yeah, RI-HCI United Shield yesterday.

HCI won basketball, lost floorball, soccer, and hence, the shield.

RI's soccer team owned (I was rooting for RI, not HCI, haha I'm a traitorous bastard)

Saw Lennie, Eugene (but didn't talk to him) and Pathy. Pathy's fricking tall now too. Wtf.

Once again, too lazy to post details. More songs.








Who-oo cares for the life we've earned?
Someone's saved all the truth you've earned
Remember when we used to shine?
And had no fear? Or sense of time?
(It creeps up on you)

You can't cry now
There's nothing to feel
No-one's noticed our loneliness
Remember when you used to tease?
And make us scream eternal joys

We believed that you'll always be here
'Cause once you promised a life with no fear
Please don't break my ideals
And say what's fake was always real

Hope was the one, now I'm gone
Take us back again.

Well, I don't really feel like once again recounting everything that happened today, so I'll just leave everyone with this really meaningful song.

Somewhere in the Between - Streetlight Manifesto.


Lyrics:

You were gone when we found you
You were practically surrounded, you were trapped
But the opposition stalled, their blood ran cold
When they saw the look of love in your eyes

Maybe the times we had, they weren't that bad
And everything else was part of the plan
We sang: "I don't know where we go from here"
This is the alpha, omega, beginning and the end
And we all just idolize the dead

So you were born, and that was a good day
Someday you'll die, and that is a shame
But somewhere in the between was a life of which we all dream
And nothing and no one will ever take that away

You had a love and that love had you
And nothing mattered, you were fine
And some will complain, they're just bitter, what a shame
They know that loving and losing is better than nothing at all

Maybe the times we had, they weren't that bad
And everything else was part of our path
We sang: "I don't know where we go from here"
This is the anthem, the slogan, the summary of events
And we all just idealize the past

So you were born, and that was a good day
Someday you'll die, and that is a shame
But somewhere in the between was a life of which we all dream
And nothing and no one will ever take that away

Maybe the times we had, they weren't that bad
And everything else was part of the plan
We sang: "I don't know where we go from here"
This is the alpha, omega, beginning and the end
And we all just idolize the dead

So you were born, and that was a good day
Someday you'll die, and that is a shame
But somewhere in the between was a life of which we all dream
And nothing and no one will ever take that away

And someday soon my friends, this ride will come to an end
But we can't just get in line again

Skipped school.

Wasted the whole day.

Shit.

And with luck I'll get to skip school tomorrow.

Are here. 'Nuff said.


And, the result of more camwhoring during tuition.

Today was combined sports meet.
HCJC, HCI, NYGH, HCIS. Four schools come together to have a combined sports day, hence the name (d-oh).

Perfect for free hugs! WOOHOOO

Haha that's what I did. A friend of mine and I went around doing free hugs. It started out like super pathetically at first. The "sign" with free hugs on it was puny. Puny to the point where even we were feeling stupid cause it was so puny. That's how fricking bad the original one was.

The first half an hour or so felt really retarded, cause we still felt damn paiseh. Nobody wanted a hug at all, people were calling us siao and everything but HECK CARE. HAHA FREE HUGS AWAY

We upgraded our sign after some time! (Thanks to the people selling us the mother's day stuff who lent us the marker and the NYGH girls who gave us those styrofoam thingies for the sign)

Notable things that happened throughout the course of the 2 and a half hours (from 8.30 to 11, ohmygawd we died after that) we did the free hugs thing


1) I hugged the dm, Mr Jeffrey Lim
2) I hugged Mr Tan Yao Xing.
3) I tried to hug Mr Hon, but he said I might charge him after that
4) I hugged Mr Joseph Sim (ortus dc)
5) The whole of 2C hugged me. Haha that class was UBER fun
6) Hugged a whole bunch of teachers. And guess what? None of the teachers told us to stop. WE DIDN'T GET SCREWED HAHA
7) Hugged the NCC people. They were damn paiseh
8) Most Nanyang girls were super shy XD
9) Most hwachong guys thought we were acting cute and being lame / trying to get hugs from girls
10) Thankfully everyone pretty much warmed up after a while and then the hugs started flowing in
11) Towards the end of csm these two HCIS girls asked if they could go around with us doing it too. Super surprising lah

We're definitely going to do it next year.

Oh and if anyone wanted to ask, me and Lester (The other dude who did the free hugs thing with me) are planning to go to Orchard sometime during the June hols with a free hugs sign.

I don't have pictures yet, I've gotta wait for my friend who was taking 'em to come online and send 'em to me. But in the meantime, to prove that I DID do the thang, or at least for now...

I know I really shouldn't be here typing this at this point in time, but

I JUST CAN'T RESIST.

Most people would have realized by now that my post count has been plummeting.
Not only has my post count been plummeting, the content of my posts have been steadily detiorating.
In fact, it's gotten so bad that I've even had to check how to spell detiorating.

I swear though, -IT'S NOT MY FAULT-
I blame it on the deluge of homework, the oncoming wave of tests and the never-ending threat of training.

Alas! O fearful training, that which takes so much from my soul!

But s'all good, training's fun, mugging has gotten increasingly more fun SOMEHOW.
And guess what? My chinese still sucks, BUT I DON'T HATE IT NOW.

That has to be an improvement.
(Either that or I'll just go on deluding myself)

[And throughout the course of all that nonsensical nonsense I have completely forgotten what I originally wanted to post]

O woe is me! To have the spirit of the goldfish curse my reminiscence!

Guess what!?

I GOT B4 FOR CHINESE. I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED.

/end.

Okay this is weird. My new hobby - judging mothers.

You know, I don't think I can deny it anymore. I AM A CAMWHORE! And proud of it!



I think I look damn blur, but someone thinks I look "smarter". Whoaho.




This cat lets me carry him. =D

It's been one heck of a good week.

I don't exactly remember why, but I do know it was one heck of a great week.




St Nick's carnival today! All my friends pangseh-ed me last minute, so I wandered around the whole place trying to blow 40 bucks worth of coupons with my cousin. Wasn't that bad, I managed to get rid of 30 bucks worth.

Sigh and now I have nothing else that I feel like sharing. Unless I do a picture spam! =D



Gen, my neighbour's cat. Super cute right?



Aww, he fell asleep on my lap.



Post-haircut Eddy. NO MORE BALD DUDE.



Maths lesson is boring when you've already learned what the teacher is teaching.